My absent-mindedness

“I'm healthy and happy, I'm getting wealthier each and every day, I will achieve all of my goals, AND SO IT IS." Lexxy ( although I think the show is absolutely stupid but…) This quote is actually apart of my morning routine. I like to start and end my day with positive affirmations that will help me focus. It works, well sometimes one of the affirmations that i had to repeat over and over and over again yesterday was MY MIND IS CALM. But that didn't help me much. I had the most horrific day... I spent 2 hours turning my room upside down looking for my SB 800 flash for my camera. And the worst part of it is that I didn’t even use it. Not once.
I have this problem with loosing things all the time. I’ve never actually lost anything as expensive as that SB 800, so it hurts like hell to know that my absent-mindedness has now cost me 700 dollars.
After crying for half of the time I spent looking for it, I finally called for some back-up, my boyfriend, who began right away with his “You should be more careful with your things, I’m tired of telling you that. I can’t keep looking after your stuff all time.” speech, followed by me throwing another enormous childish fit, and falling asleep with tears in my eyes.
I know you’re thinking "why is she telling me this?" I'm sorry but it was a frustrating experience and I had to share it with anyone willing to listen…or read.
So now I’m left with this big knot in my stomach.
Lesson learned: Take care of what’s valuable to you.