things I won't mention in casual conversation...
things I won't mention in casual conversation
but will probably be thinking about the whole time we speak:
• the way your girlfriend, at the time, leaned against the wall awkwardly when your friend next to her told me I was beautiful, she said "yeah, you're just a firecracker, aren't you?" like i did something wrong. I probably did something wrong.
• Why is it that you’re so courageous when it comes to spitting insults on-line, but when I ran into you, all of the sudden you have nothing to say?
• the universal facial expressions & hand gestures most people make when their team correctly guesses the name in the 30 Seconds game completely represent how my heart feels when i see you.
• i vividly remember walking home one day in high school (Franklin, Tn) while "harvest moon" by Neil Young on repeat thinking about whether or not it meant something that i sometimes die in my dreams.
• Prank calling New York Pizza. Because prank calls are never out of fashion.
• That time you prank called the Cayman Islands. HAHAHAHAHAHHA still funny as hell.
• This one time I sprained my ankle and the x-ray technician told me i looked like his girlfriend in high school, I felt nostalgic. Weird. For which one of us i don't know. Weird.
• about three or four years ago my school counselor told me to make a timeline, “make a timeline” she said, “because you have no idea what’s happened, so how can you know what's happening now?” And then last night in bed i thought: here where?
• boys with lisps.
• Water on water, rain on a swimming pool, rain on a river.
• The end of summer closing in and i never thought it would come to this, somehow.
• there's a hand on my leg and it's moving.
• The scene in "the little princess" at her birthday party where the teacher said very seriously "you are alone in the world" - an off screen line with a blurry background and a black balloon that suddenly popped after she said it.
• Consistent spiritual nurturing. (?)
• Donnie Darko soundtrack.
• "You are waiting for a train. a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train might take you, but you can't be sure." the rest never mattered.
• someone is going to die.
but will probably be thinking about the whole time we speak:
• the way your girlfriend, at the time, leaned against the wall awkwardly when your friend next to her told me I was beautiful, she said "yeah, you're just a firecracker, aren't you?" like i did something wrong. I probably did something wrong.
• Why is it that you’re so courageous when it comes to spitting insults on-line, but when I ran into you, all of the sudden you have nothing to say?
• the universal facial expressions & hand gestures most people make when their team correctly guesses the name in the 30 Seconds game completely represent how my heart feels when i see you.
• i vividly remember walking home one day in high school (Franklin, Tn) while "harvest moon" by Neil Young on repeat thinking about whether or not it meant something that i sometimes die in my dreams.
• Prank calling New York Pizza. Because prank calls are never out of fashion.
• That time you prank called the Cayman Islands. HAHAHAHAHAHHA still funny as hell.
• This one time I sprained my ankle and the x-ray technician told me i looked like his girlfriend in high school, I felt nostalgic. Weird. For which one of us i don't know. Weird.
• about three or four years ago my school counselor told me to make a timeline, “make a timeline” she said, “because you have no idea what’s happened, so how can you know what's happening now?” And then last night in bed i thought: here where?
• boys with lisps.
• Water on water, rain on a swimming pool, rain on a river.
• The end of summer closing in and i never thought it would come to this, somehow.
• there's a hand on my leg and it's moving.
• The scene in "the little princess" at her birthday party where the teacher said very seriously "you are alone in the world" - an off screen line with a blurry background and a black balloon that suddenly popped after she said it.
• Consistent spiritual nurturing. (?)
• Donnie Darko soundtrack.
• "You are waiting for a train. a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train might take you, but you can't be sure." the rest never mattered.• someone is going to die.
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