I know this feeling
Its rare, bashful, fascinating, poignant, overpowering, lustful, erotic, innocent, it scares you, dominates you and it ties a hard knot in your stomach.
And coincidently to today, there’s a movie that you must see, it's called the lover or L'amant. There is so much to like about this film. I loved the sounds, angles, architecture, style, color and texture.